Tower!

So much for my goal of posting every week! I'm barely getting this one in for the month of August! We have been crazy busy all summer, despite not going to the pool very much, only going to the zoo (thanks for the membership Mom!) once so far due to weather and work schedules, and not going on vacations. I've been busy at work, not to mention any time I get some leave saved up someone gets sick and I need to stay home (though one time it was because Noah decided 0200 was a great time to play for two hours and I needed some extra sleep), so other than the random Monday holidays, I haven't taken much time off. I'm hoping to take time off around Thanksgiving, we'll see what's the in budget for travel first though. 

Update on the boys! Joey is speaking so many words now, and even putting together (not just copying) 2-3 word sentences! It's so cute and so much fun, I love that he's able to better tell us things now. He still shuts down verbally when he's upset, and his meltdowns have gotten a lot worse (and more difficult to diffuse), so I guess he's definitely a full-fledged toddler! He surprises us everyday with what he knows and can do/understand and he loooooves to be helpful. I love having a Mommy's Little Helper, he likes to help me put laundry in the dryer, he puts dirty laundry in the baskets (sometimes mixes with clean but that's ok, the contribution is all I care about), and he even helps clean up his toys. I'm trying especially to make sure when we visit friends for playdates that he helps clean up a little bit, just so that he learns he can't go somewhere, be Hurricane Joey, then leave without helping. He doesn't protest though, sometimes I think he makes messes specifically to clean them up ;) He knows some colors and can say some of the names (my favorites are "purby" for purple and "yelgween" for either yellow or green), he's learning to count but at this point it's only repeating what he hears. He is still a picky eater though to his credit he will at least *try* things we give him. Fruits and veggies are difficult though knowing me and my eating habits, that's really not a surprise. I'm trying to do better, and I'm also finding recipes where I can sneak things in ;) Joey likes building towers and knocking them down, that's currently what is keeping him occupied while I type!

Noah's current mission in life is to eat everything off the floor, including (but not limited to) crumbs, dog hair, and leaves. He is pulling himself up on everything in sight, his latest feat was pulling to standing in the middle of the floor using only my legs to push up on--he almost made it too! He is quite the little chatterbox now, has a whole range of syllables ("ma-ma" was first though, makes me so proud!) and he is quick to let us know when he is displeased with something! Overall he's pretty laid back and a bit more independent than Joey was at this age (just hit 9mo a week or so ago) but he's got his snuggly moments too. Mommy is still the boys' favorite parent and Noah is extra clingy when I get home from work and on weekends. It's a good thing I enjoy babywearing because otherwise nothing would ever get done when I'm at home! I like being able to strap the baby to my back and get a few chores done. Noah likes it too, lately that's been the only way he gets a decent nap. For a little while we were in the throws of the 9 Month Sleep Regression, but I think we're finally coming out of it. There were a couple weeks where his naps lasted 15-20 minutes if we were lucky and he was up almost every hour at night to nurse (if he wasn't then it was every 2 hours + Joey would wake up and want to nurse too). The past few nights have been similar but a little bit better. Normally he's a very good sleeper and normally he doesn't need to be on the boob to sleep, that's how I figured something developmental was going on (no signs of teeth, no extra drool or messy diapers or swollen gums). We are still going strong on the cloth diapers! It took us a whole two months, if not longer, to go through a box of disposables from BJ's! Normally we go a box a month with Noah (Joey is a box every 1.5 months, give or take) so by using cloth at home during the day (I use them when I'm home on the weekends and we go out, but I told Dan he doesn't have to use them for out-and-about) we cut our disposable usage in HALF! I'm hoping next month we can do even better, we had a couple of rashes this past month so he was in disposables for a few days every couple of weeks. 

That's it for now, the boys are running around like nuts and Dan is still sleeping and Noah is getting ready for a nap. I'd like to shower but I would also like to nap, last night was not a good sleep night for Noah or Joey...

Ordinary Days

I have a tendency to wait until there is something I deem interesting going on in our lives before I'll sit down to write a blog post. I forget that more often than not, the posts I go back to read later are the ones where I simply talked about an ordinary day or one small event that might not mean much to anybody else but meant the world to me. So, with renewed determination to post more regularly, and because I'm on a goal-setting trend, I would like to try and post something about us on Tuesdays (my knitting posts don't count, plus those are usually on a Wednesday or Friday) and if there's nothing major going on, I will think back over the week and pick something that made me happy or sad or made me think. My days are flying by one into the other and my boys are getting big so fast I feel like I come home from work and they're taller than when I left in the morning! I hope that by choosing something to focus on, it will help me slow down and cherish the little things that we sometimes don't realize we love until they're gone.

Joey's gone back to his milk-spitting thing, I though maybe his new Cars sippy cups would deter him but that's no longer the case. I tried to focus his spitting by showing him how in the bathroom sink while we brush our teeth, his major interest there is the faucet and any bubbles circling the drain. The other day, right before bed, he was too quiet. I should have been suspicious, but I was tired and Dan was just home from work and we were talking about our day. I was about to go into the bathroom to change and brush my teeth when I saw Joey in his room with his mouth up to one of his bigger toys. I thought he was licking it but on closer inspection, he was putting his mouth up to it and letting the milk dribble down it. There was a rather large puddle at the bottom of this toy (thankfully it didn't hurt the toy). I have no idea why he does this with milk and not water, maybe because the water is clear it's harder to watch as he does this? Anyway, with a major show of restraint on my part (I find it very difficult to exude my normal amount of patience at the end of a work day), I firmly told him "no spitting", took his cup, and gave him a wet washcloth and made him clean it up. I think for a normal toddler that would have been punishment, but he likes cleaning and did a surprisingly good job at getting all the milk up, so he might have considered it an award. Oh well, at least I didn't have to clean it up while he laughed or something.

Noah is still not-quite-crawling. He can get to what he wants through either rolling or scootching, but not full on crawling yet so we're enjoying his limited mobility while we can. Joey was a "late" crawler/walker but he never got up on his hands and knees doing the rocking thing that Noah started doing a couple months ago (which is ADORABLE, omg!), so I thought maybe Noah would crawl earlier than Joey. Nope, still content just sitting or rocking lol. He's highly motivated by the iPad, even when it's off he likes looking at his reflection. Noah can sit himself up from the crawling position though so that's something new! He also just recently figured out how to clap and does it a lot when he knows we're watchiing, little showoff. I just love this age, he's old enough to interact with, but still very much a rolly-polly, non-mobile baby. I do nothing but snuggle and kiss his chub when I get home from work most days.

I love how excited the boys are to see me when I get home. Noah sits there and screetches his happiness (we call it "baby pterodactyl") and Joey runs around showing me all his toys like I haven't been home for days/weeks/months and didn't just play with that toy with him the night before. Depending on how their day went, if both boys need a nap, we'll pile into the big bed and nurse until we all fall asleep. Considering how early I get up for work, and how often I'm woken up in the middle of the night to nurse, naps are still a very, very good thing.

This spot is commonly referred to among co-sleepers/bed-sharing parents as "the mommy hole"--which when you type it out looks terrible, but we all get a laugh ;)

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WIPW: Molly, Sunshine, and a Surprise!

I'm happy to say that I have made some progress on Molly's first sleeve, albeit minimal progress at best, I'm doing what I can with two little boys underfoot. It's primarily my car-knitting project because the sleeves are easy enough to remember without looking at the pattern constantly like my other WIPs. I chose the largest size to accommodate *ahem* the ladies if you catch my drift, however the current circumference  of the sleeve is definitely much larger than my arm so I foresee extra decreases in my future to prevent my skinny arms from swimming in them later. I'm still loving this project, it's been a joy to knit and the yarn, oh the yarn! I can't say enough how much I adore knitting with Madelinetosh. It's like knitting with an odd combo of butter (smooth) and a cloud (light) but oh so magically delicious!

My sleeve stripes line up perfectly so far!

Next up: When Skies Are Gray. This by far the most intricate lace pattern I've done, but now that I have a couple of the repeats down, I'm happy to say it's gotten at little easier to work. I can actually read the stitches much more easily AND can hold a conversation while working the chart (*most* of the time!), a great feat indeed! I have to admit that I balked at the direction "work 38 repeats of these twelve rows" because the 6 repeats I did for Umaro were fun but seemed to go on forever! Granted the Umaro repeats were 28 rows compared to Porcellana's 12 rows, but still, after a while no matter how fun the rows, I fear that repeats will get tiresome. This is my pump-time project, on average I can get through 3 rows per session which gets me close to one repeat at week give or take an off day. The Malabrigo is crazy soft! It does have a tendency to felt to itself and fuzz like crazy after it's been knit but overall it's a lovely yarn and I love that I didn't have to pay for it ;)

 This is my surprise! A few of the moms in my due date club from Noah (shout out to my Turkey Mamas! <3 you all!) did a Mother's Day "secret sister" gift swap and this is what my partner got me! It's a gorgeous hank of worsted weight wool. I'm waiting for the perfect pattern to appear to me before this beauty is on my needles. The colors are super fun so I need something truly worthy of the yarn to properly show off the wonderful colorway (appropriately called "Treefrog").

I do also have a pair of socks on my needles in my first ever attempt at two-at-a-time and toe-up socks, I just don't have a picture yet. I decided to size them for toddler feet because I CO the pattern mainly to practice the magic loop for socks technique and figured a smaller size would get me through a whole pair more quickly than my-sized socks. I anticipate them being pretty darn adorable.

As always, don't forget to check out Tami's for more awesome WIPs! Keep up the good work everyone!

WIPW: Sunshine When Skies Are Gray

 Last week I CO the Porcellana Cowl. I won a skein of Malabrigo at Eat.Sleep.Knit's store earlier this month and I chose the lace weight in their happy Sauterne colorway. As soon as Knit Picks released the cowl pattern, I knew that's what I wanted to knit the Malabrigo into! I don't get much time to work on it, though this week I made more progress than last because I brought it into work to knit while I pump. I had a bumpy start, which I also did with my Peacock Shawl last year, though this was not nearly as frustrating. Initially, I had a dropped YO or two, frogged once and restarted. My second attempt was much better, my first hiccup was just not reading the chart and stitches quite right, after that it was just a missed YO but because I already had a few rows established, I was able to find where it was supposed to go and pick it up. I finished row 11 (12 rows in the repeats) at my last pump session of the day, so the pattern you see is what repeats 37 more times, oy!

I'm happy to show off Molly again! Substantial progress was made in the car driving from MD to GA and this past weekend, thanks to lots of knitting-while-pumping and putting off starting Pocellana, I grafted my shoulder panels to the back panels! I learned two things:

1. Mattress stitch is cool
2. Don't learn a new skill on diagonal-biased material unless the new skill accounts for the diagonal.

 Don't forget to check out Tami's!

My panels didn't quite graft evenly...

Our First Family Vacation! (Part 1)

Chillin' on our Atlanta hotel

 Where to begin with our first family trip/vacation?

 

I've mentioned Theo's wedding a couple of times now. She currently lives about 10 hours away from us (driving with breaks) so I knew it would be an interesting trip for us to say the least. One thing that I absolutely love about Dan is when I mentioned where the wedding would be, he didn't say "maybe we'll go", he said "when we go". There was never a doubt that we wouldn't get there, despite having two young kids in car seats for a very long drive.

The plan took some working out but eventually we had it pretty much nailed down: leave really late (or early depending on how you look at it) Thursday night and spend most of the drive while the boys are sleeping, check into the hotel, take a nap, cruise around the city Friday and Saturday, drive over to the destination town 2 hours outside the city Saturday evening, go to wedding Sunday morning, head home, stop halfway to see Dan's grandparents, spend the night, drive the rest of the way home Monday. The first leg of our journey took much longer than anticipated due to an unscheduled stop at Wal Mart. What I had not considered was how little I would be nursing during the trip and I didn't pack my manual pump to help with that. Noah had switched into what I call "night time sleepy mode" for the majority of the ride down and slept A LOT. He only ever nursed from one side when we made our planned pit stops, so that left me getting full pretty quickly on the other side. Not having smartphones, I used my GPS to locate a Wal Mart not too far off the highway and we headed for it. Joey had also been upset when he wasn't allowed to play in the driver's seat anymore and had to go back into his car seat, so the other idea behind justifying the Wal Mart stop was to get him a toy steering wheel to amuse him.

Checking out the Cow-Nose stingrays.

We found the Wal Mart, I got the manual pump and a steering wheel for Joey (that sang and lit up, so he liked that--not as much as the actual driver's seat but enough to distract him for a while). We were finally back on the road. We got to our hotel much later than we thought but just after the earliest check-in time so that worked out in our favor. Dan decided to lie down and attempt to nap while I let Joey run around and play in our hotel room. Noah was amused by the pack 'n play because we hadn't used it for him yet, so that was new for him too. One of the cool papers we found in the hotel lobby was a website where you could order take-out from several local restaurants, and this website had delivery drivers who would bring it to your hotel room! The fee was pretty small ($5 per restaurant) and from what I could tell the prices of the food were about the same, so rather than put everybody back in the car or order potentially more expensive room service, we tried this cool service. Apparently there was traffic downtown and the driver was a bit delayed (I got a phone call apologizing) but our food arrived and still warm so we were happy.

Watching a diver putting food down for the fish.

The next day, we went to the Georgia Aquarium which was AMAZING to say the least! Dan and I had gone there on our honeymoon but because of delayed flights and traffic, we barely got there an hour before closing and didn't get to see much.

BELUGAS!

Whale Shark!

Manta Ray!

Helping push.

Joey's turn on my back!

Noah likes the stroller too!

FO Friday!

Fresh off the needles a few minutes ago! My Back To Work Socks :)

I promise better pictures will be coming. Don't forget to check out Tami's! http://tamisamis.blogspot.com/

Scourge of the Sea Monster!

I'm currently giving Joey a bath. Right now, "giving Joey a bath" typically means "fill the tub with water and let Joey burn off energy by playing" and if I'm lucky I can hit him with some shampoo and soap when he's too busy to notice. The difference in baths between the two boys is amusing. I love it for both though. Joey at Noah's age was content to sit there and either suck on a washcloth or fall asleep, but Noah absolutely LOVES kicking all the water out of the baby tub! He's not still a minute when it's his turn for a bath! I've abandoned the froggy bath buddy because he doesn't need it to keep warm anymore, he's constantly kicking warm water up onto himself!

Joey likes splashing too, but much differently. He also loves screaming, that's not limited to baths though, he screams/yells all the time. I think it's a toddler thing, but it could just be a Joey thing.

Noah is now 5 months old and I'm still trying to figure out how these months have flown by so quickly! He is rolling all over the place, and prefers to sleep on his side or tummy because that's how I typically find him sleeping now! He can push himself up 90 degrees (a milestone we check off at pedi appointments) and Dan even caught him up on hands and knees once so far! He fell right down but at least Dan saw him do it! The two bottom teeth have poked through and the drooling has started back up again so I've got my eye on his top gums. I am counting my blessings that teething has not changed his sleep patterns/habits like it did with Joey. Noah is definitely more in line with other babies when it comes to teething symptoms, he's a little extra fussy sometimes, drooling a lot, and chewing on everything. Joey just chewed on everything and his sleep was disrupted (not to mention he wanted to nurse all. night. long.). Of my two, Noah is the better sleeper so far *knock on wood*. He is approaching the age where Joey stopped sleeping well, so we'll see what happens over the next few weeks. 5 months is an age where they start building "sleep associations" that can take a long time to change if you fall into habits that you aren't always going to want to maintain. I don't want to say "bad habits" because nursing to sleep is a nice way to unwind and reconnect and I don't mind nursing either of them to sleep, but if you want to be able to rock them and just put them down and you're not there yet, around 5 months is the time you want to start moving.

Joey's sleep associations are better than they used to be for sure. We're still co-sleeping (which I don't mind so much since I'm working full time, I get all my snuggles in while I can) and there are nights where Joey wakes up while I'm nursing Noah and has to wait. Sometimes he just lies back down and that's it, other times he fusses, still other times he fusses and gets himself really worked up to the point where Dan has to take him out before he wakes up Noah. There used to be nights where if he didn't nurse the he didn't go back down (and there was almost always a meltdown), so forward progress has definitely been made. We're using our upcoming trip to Georgia to see how well he does in his own bed. I'm not sure how well this will work since his routines will be thrown completely off in addition to already being in a not normal place. I'm thinking if he does well, then great! If not, then I won't completely blame being in his own bed since there are plenty of other factors that could contribute to a wakeful night.

Joey says so many words now! He's in a "parrot" phase where he will repeat things we say but he will also initiate words as well. About 90% of his words we only know what he means because of context because he doesn't say them very clearly but I know that will come with time and practice. Still no real sentences (besides things like "bye daddy") and he has yet to call me anything specifically. He says "Daddy" to Dan and in reference to Dan all the time, but he hasn't said "Mama" or "Mom" or "Mommy" or anything for me. Nada. We have no idea if it's on purpose because I'm at work all day or what. The "M" sound isn't one of his more frequent sounds, but I know he CAN do it (he points to my boobs and sometimes will say "oms" because we call them "nom-noms", he will also say "me" when he wants something). My favorite things he says are things we've been coaching him on and he FINALLY will say now! He does a lot of the typical "what does a cow say?"/"moo!" stuff, so for months I've been saying, "What does a zombie say?" and trying to get him to say "Brains!" in response. He only recently actually started responding to that one, he used to just smile when we said "brains" because he thought it was funny. I will also ask "What does a pirate say?" and he'll say, "Arrr!" because there was an episode of the Backyardigans about pirates and they literally spent the whole episode singing "A pirate says 'arrr'" so Joey learned that one pretty quick.

WIPW: As The Heel Turns...Again!

Yes, another post like Tami's about WIPs, I promise I'll do a family update soon!

After finishing my Classy Cardi, I once again turned my attention back to my lovely socks. While I've already knit two Christmas stockings, which are basically really big socks, this pattern was my first adventure into heel flaps, turning the heel, and knitting to "two inches shorter than desired length". I'm exceedingly happy with how quick, fun, and easy this pattern is and how my socks are coming out. I'm so happy that I'm already planning my next pair and hope to knit them two-at-a-time.

I'm currently just past the gusset after turning the heel, I finished the decreases yesterday and I'm now "knitting all the stitches as they appear" until it's time to start the toe decreases. This part went quickly with the first sock and I'm knitting the second one faster than that. I'm not sure if it's because I'm so close to finishing or if I'm just that much quicker this time around.

Also still on the needles, and will undoubtedly be the subject of many more WIPW posts to come, Molly! Progress continues slowly partially due to the fact that each row is 217 stitches and partially due to working full time and having two kids under the age of two. The infrequent moments I steal to knit throughout the week are still so much fun, I love this pattern and this yarn! I'm just about finished the second set of stripes (which is actually the third if you count each panel as a set since they were separated when I first worked them). I don't have the pattern in front of me, but I know that shortly after the next set of stripes I will start dividing for arm holes. It may take me just as long to knit this pattern as I spent oogling it before getting the yarn, but that's ok, everything about it is worth savoring.

Where the panels were joined together, may have to go back and tighten.

Right panel close up.

WIPW: Hello Molly!

I give you the beginning of the right panel of Molly, my Delancy Cardigan! I'm now on the start of the left panel (they get joined before the next set of stripes) and Righty is hanging out on my extra long cable to keep me motivated! I'm knitting with Tosh DK (in "Cloak" and "Molly Ringwald", thus the name) and it is an absolute dream. I'm totally in love with anything Madelinetosh, so I might be a bit biased, but it's still amazing to knit with. This is my first real DK weight project and I even took the time to swatch! Turns out I needed the recommended size (US 8), in spite of my loose gauge after changing from a thrower to a picker. I'm still glad I swatched, initially I was assuming I'd have to go down a size or two, but since I didn't I shouldn't have to make any mods/adjustments.

I have drooled over this pattern for months. Gone over color combinations using the color picker on Eat.Sleep.Knit.com's site. I've envied every wearer of an FO on the projects page of Ravelry. Finally, finally, thanks to our nice tax return and my comitment to finish my other cardi, last weekend I CO Molly. What little chance I've had to knit has been relaxing and enjoyable (except the part where I wasn't paying attention and only did 2 CC stripes instead of 3 and went like 6 rows back into MC before I'd realized what I'd done, oops). We have a long road trip ahead of us in a month to visit SOMEONE and celebrate her wedding (*cough*Theo*cough*) so I anticipate making loads of progress in the car. I'm doing something new on this project: weaving in ends as I go. It's amazing and feels so much more secure than when I go back and use a tapestry needle. I first looked at directions for this a long time ago while I was knitting my second-ever-project, but the pictures made it look more complicated than I was ready for so I put it out of my mind and didn't ever really think about it again. Until Molly. I should have remembered it sooner. Pretty much if you've done any kind of colorwork, you can weave as you go, that's all there is to it.

That's all for now, I managed to type this whole thing one-handed while holding a baby, go me! Check out Tami's for more WIPs!

FO Friday: Just in time for Spring

Just in time for warm weather to come around, I finished my cabled wrist/armwarmers. Yes, these are the very same ones you read about Wednesday. They are that quick. Seeing as I don't know when I'll BO my next FO, enjoy fancy pictures of these mitts :)

I did a few rounds of st st on the thumbs before the 2x2 ribbing. I also only did 6 rounds of ribbing to keep it proportional-looking with the rest of the glove.

Tubular CO looks so good, so professional!

Don't forget to stop by Tami's for more lovely FOs!

WIPW: Sweet Georgia Cables!

 I am working on what is officially my second pair of wrist warmers. My first pair was little more than just a knitted tube with a thumb gusset. That's actually exactly what they were. There was some garter stitch at the beginning and end, but the rest was plain stockinette with no shaping at all. These are ever so much more delightful, both to knit and in appearance! The pattern is Vancouver Fog and the yarn is Sweet Georgia Yarn's worsted weight, colorway Boysenberry.

Technically there's not really any shaping with these gloves either, the difference though is that I know about gauge now. And these are supposed to be smaller and stretch to fit your hands. I did learn a new skill with these bad boys though: the tubular cast on. O. M. G. this is one of the most beautiful cast-ons that I have ever done. So professional-looking! I will confess that I did not bother to do the Surprisingly Stretchy BO because they're bottom-up, my fingers had plenty of space and didn't really need the extra stretch at the end.

They knit up sooooo quickly. And if the working mother of two children under two says something knits up quickly, you best believe it! I can manage to do nearly a whole mitt in a single weekend, a major feat at my house currently! The first mitt is finished and is now awaiting it's nearly-done mate. I'm on the thumb increases, the end is near! I'm almost sorry Spring and warmer weather are close and I won't be able to get much wear out of them...almost ;)

In other news, progress on the Classy Cardi continues. Slowly, but it continues. I'm hopeful to have it finished by May so I can CO another project either before we leave or in the car as we drive down to visit Theo :) I'll get more use out of this project than the mitts because the AC in my office is brutally cold in the Summer. This will definitely be a year-round FO, if I can ever manage to actually finish.

Thanks for stopping by, don't forget to hit up Tami's!

Ultra Mega Extreme Update!

It's been far too long since a proper update. This is mostly due to the fact that I dislike typing with one hand. I can do it, but the slower-than-normal pace frustrates me, especially on the touch-screen of the iPad.

Noah is getting so big!!! This picture is outdated because he had his 4 Month appointment last Friday (he'll actually be 4 months tomorrow). I need to do the next picture soon, before I know it 5mo will be here!

Noah is no longer a heathen! He was finally baptized on March 2nd, which was itself awesome, but what made it really unique was we held it on a "Popeless Saturday in Lent". Because Benedict XVI stepped down, at the time Noah was baptized the conclave had not met yet to start the election for the next Pope. Not a whole lot of sacraments happen during Lent, since we're supposed to be sacrificing and preparing ourselves for Easter, but babies are allowed to be baptized pretty much whenever, so Noah got his first sacrament during Lent. Our favorite priest Fr. Cibelli was able to come down and administer the sacrament for us again, he did Joey's and he con-celebrated our wedding so we have this wonderful tradition of priestly continuity as we've begun our family and as we've grown together in the faith.

Family picture!

Joey looked snazzy in his suit from Aunt Cheryl!

I can't believe how big the boys are getting! Joey has more teeth than I'm comfortable holding his mouth open so I can count and Noah can roll over from back to tummy! They are both really good together, though you can tell that Noah does things just to keep Joey from doing them (nom-noms anyone? Noah totally fusses so he can nurse instead of Joey). He's also on the verge of being able to sit on his own, he can sit propped but is oh-so-close to doing it all by himself. Joey just yesterday showed us that he knows what a train says. We were over at Dan's parents' house, he was playing with trains and we hear him going "choo-choo!", we had no idea he even know that was the sound they made! Sure he watches Thomas the Tank Engine, but they use the actual whistle sound effects and we say "trains", we don't say "choo-choos".

Oh and the running. The running everywhere. The running from one room to the other 3 feet away. The running around the corner. The running in place. Joey has two speeds: Fast and Faster. That's it. He simply must run EVERYWHERE. Except, thankfully, when we're out in public. He is currently very, very good at holding hands and walking right by me or Dan. We still don't trust him in parking lots, but we're slowly letting him walk next to us more and more.

Noah is wearing 6mo sized clothing, some stuff is even 6-9mo! He's right about where Joey was clothing-wise, but I keep telling Dan I think he's chubbier than J. It's hard working full time and being away from them so much, I really miss them and I'm glad that I can keep busy otherwise I would be absolutely miserable all the time!

Kind of a Good Hurt

Motherhood is painful.

For many the pain starts long before the child is in their arms. Whether it's another negative pregnancy test, morning sickness, or watching your child grow through pictures until the papers come through saying it's time to pick them up. The pain doesn't stop when you're holding them close, it only gets worse. Every news story takes on a whole new meaning, what if that had been MY child that was injured, or even worse, killed?

Sleepless nights don't stop when they get older. Toddlers cutting molars need comforting too. You're up rocking them when their ears hurt from infection and wishing to take their pain away, crying when you realize you're doing all you can and it's not enough. What parent wouldn't happily shoulder their child's pain to keep them from suffering?

Then there's pure, unadulterated joy. Your baby looks at you and smiles for the first time, and you know it's not gas, that smile is totally for you. The look of pride on your son's face when he takes his first steps. All that pain is washed away, if only for one perfect moment, when your child hugs you.

Motherhood hurts, but it's kind of a good hurt.

My breastfeeding tattoo.

My third tattoo is a modified version of the international breastfeeding symbol. I got it to pay tribute to the special relationship I have with my boys but also as a badge of honor for all that I've been through on my journey through. Tattoos are kind of like being a mom, they hurt for a while in the beginning, but when all is said and done, you're left with something beautiful that you can be proud of.

Happiness is: A big box of yarn!

It's here!

*Swoon*

Dream in Color Classy in Some Summer Sky to finish my cardi

Sweet Georgia Yarn worsted in Boysenberry for some fingerless gloves

Tosh DK for my striped sweater (had them wind it all for me)

My Yarnathon Welcome Packet, mini skeins: Dream in Color Everlasting Sock and Shibuis Staccato Sock

New Harmony tips! Size 6's and some more cables

Oh the difference 25 yards will make!